Ryann Reflections

A glimpse into the life of one anti-social stripper nerd.

Friday, May 05, 2006

waiting for magic

My pulse is rapid in anticipation. I am excited, anxious, and impatient. Like a child waiting for Santa, I am searching for the magic. Nothing is particularly new or changing, but I am one day closer to home. This week is almost over, and a new one is about to begin.

I’m in high spirits today.

Music flows through my body as I wait for the day to begin. The lyrics are powerful and pull me home. Summer is approaching and I am excited. I feel a new chapter of my story is beginning. The magnetic allure of hope, metamorphosis, and life is enchanting. I am teetering on the edge of a cliff, parachute secured, and foundation solidified. I want to jump. I am ready to embrace a new adventure.

I want to dance, love, cry, and caress. I want to learn, taste, fuck, and inhale every experience with passion and openness. I want to loose myself in the fantasy and embrace the bittersweet taste of actuality. I want to become. I want the magic.



  • At 11:15 PM, Blogger Ginger said…

    oh my gawsh!
    that is exactly how that I have been feeling these days.
    (it must be in the stars)see my blog for more.
    can't wait to talk with you soon!

  • At 10:29 AM, Anonymous Gölök ZLF Buday said…

    Have I introduced myself? My name is Every Experience Magic, Mr. E. Experience Magic

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